The Why

Young Helina… She is my “Why”.

She could listen to a song and, 15 minutes later, have choreography to the whole thing. As long as it spoke to her soul, she was free. She let source guide her, moving from feeling, creating from instinct. Masterpieces would pour out effortlessly. Getting back to that free flow of creativity has been a journey you will explore here.

She loved writing too; short stories, poems and journaling as well. She didn’t know the magic she embodied. She didn’t yet know the importance of her creativity or that it mattered. She didn’t know the impact she would have. Or maybe…she did. Maybe she knew it all so deeply that it wasn’t a thought or something she tried to be/do. She just existed in it… in her authenticity.

Expressing myself is one of my many superpowers. It’s a way of saying “I love you, I hear you” to my younger self. To the girl who moved without fear when the music called her too. Now, I let her speak, let her play, let her create in any way that feels true.

I do it all for you my love. You deserve my courage, my protection, my attention, my love. I got you.